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My Grandmother...

My Grandmother...

I love my grandmother.  She has been battling cancer for the past few years and has fought it with everything she has.  As I sat next to her last night in the hospital, I could not help but think there is nothing more to be done.  However, isn't that the place we should always be?  At the end of our ropes completely relying on God to get us through?  If we surrender to His will, even when bad things happen, we can have the peace that everything occurs for a reason.  As hard as it is, I am resolved to cherish every moment I have with my Grandmother as I give her up to Gods will.

                            I love you Grandmother

Monday

Out of everything in the world I need to do today, I have been constantly drawn to this florescent light.  I feel like a little bug fixated on my future demise without the capabilities to change my course.  Is that natural that I feel like a bug? On a lighter note, it is Thursday. I like Thursdays. No actual reason. I think I like the sound of it... t.h.u.r.s.d.a.y.  Ya it must be the sound.  Ok off to do something, have a good one and remember... Eat more chicken! 

P.s. Only one problem... it is monday.